Frequently, I don’t understand what’s going on inside of me until it comes out of my hand. I’m on the receiving end of a hate crime, and it has infected every part of my life. I took a double dose of antidepressant today, and I’m still depressed.
And so I turned to art. I’ve been playing with text mask in photo editing.
This is what I say.

This is what people hear.




They all say “Please make it stop hurting.” I used a regular font, and a symbol font. The unintelligible one are what I think people hear. Except I don’t think they are hearing anything.
What do I do with all this? Have it printed and turn it into an art quilt? Have it printed and. turn it into a series of art quilts?